Love Hangover
Awaking
(Written to the song, “Pleasures of Soho” by Sohodolls)
Allow me to make
you nervous. Close your eyes for a minute and take me in. Can you see red? Not
in a violent way, mind you. I have on red fishnet stockings and red stiletto
heels. Can you see me now? There. Give me your attention. I want to take you on
a journey of the senses. I plan to arouse you and feed into your deepest
curiosities. Don’t be shy, I won’t bite, yet.
Reach out your
hand and touch my black and red leather corset. Feels nice, yes? Put your hand
to my heart. Yes, I am real and standing right before you. Don’t turn away; dig
deep into your mind. Leave your inhibitions at the shore. I want to see the
worst in you tonight. Move your other hand to my black lace miniskirt and pull
me in closer to you. I can hear you breathing so heavily as if you are running
away from me. You’re trembling like a defenseless little baby bird. Aw, don’t be
like that. Do I intimidate you? Don’t be afraid of me. I’m actually pretty nice.
Take me in and hold me all night. You know you want to. It’s inside of you; I
can it in your eyes.
I hear you still
breathing heavily. Can you handle me? I’m curious about you. But you look like a
strong type. Yet, you seem so innocent. I break the innocent like you for a
hobby. Yes, I enjoy the rebels and the bored, but my true indulgence is the
inexperienced. They are so much fun to taint. Everyone knows that. Some fold and
give in to their animal instincts; but sometimes I get the strongly resistant.
Those are much more fun to me. As the saying goes, the bigger they are, the
harder they fall. I can be so, oh, how do you put it? Persuasive. Oh, believe
me, honey; I’ve had plenty of practice with luring the stubborn to my tasty
will. Which one are you? Shhh, don’t tell me. I’m in the mood for a quest
tonight. I want to break you down and open up your darkness inside of you.
Pretty tasty offer, wouldn’t you agree?
Breathe in the
scent of spicy cinnamon amber perfume that rests between my breasts and abdomen.
Oh, what is this? You look like you’re cracking under me already. Don’t try to
hide it. I can see your mouth watering already. My hand gently caresses your
cheek and touches your chest. Your heart’s racing already. No peeking, keep your
eyes closed and just listen to the sound of my voice. I want to break and make
into my ideal angel. Don’t worry; I’ll be “nice” to you from time to time. Just
let yourself go and open up to your deepest desire. You will become putty in my
hands before the night is over. Take my hand and do the next thing that you
feel.
Aw, why is your
face so red? Don’t tell me you’re… Oh, I see! You haven’t done it before, have
you? Well, well, this makes things much more interesting. You look tense now. I
can see that you want to get into my tantalizing offer, but what’s holding you
back? Your own morals? Do not be ashamed of your own desires. Do not hide them,
embrace them. You can’t judge everyone around you. We all are freaks. It’s just
to what extend are you a freak. Hell, some of the most baby-faced ones turn out
to be the nastiest things out there. Trust me, I know. I’m really curious about
what keep of a freak you are. Uh-uh, don’t tell me. I don’t really like a
spoiler. I want to find these things out myself. Oh, the more I look at you, the
more I want to tear into your pure, virgin flesh as I talk. I want to play upon
your darkest fears and desires. What those are, we’re going to find out. And
don’t say you don’t have any either. How can you be so certain if you haven’t
even tried to look yet? As for me, I am itching to unlock it from inside of you
and expose it to the world to see.
I place my honey-tasting lips against yours. Taste me, take me in. I want to get you drunk off of me. No, no, not that way. Just let me take the lead. Yes, that’s it. Just relax and I’ll show you all of the pleasures of me. Are your knees turning to jelly? Are you hungry for me yet? Are touching yourself? Have I made you nervous? Are you aroused by me? Don’t think, just feel tonight. Relax and let yourself go tonight. Indulge yourself in me. You can open your eyes now. It’s getting crowded here. Take my hand; we’re going somewhere a little quieter. That’s it, just relax.