Love Hangover

Awaking

(Written to the song, “Pleasures of Soho” by Sohodolls)

Allow me to make you nervous. Close your eyes for a minute and take me in. Can you see red? Not in a violent way, mind you. I have on red fishnet stockings and red stiletto heels. Can you see me now? There. Give me your attention. I want to take you on a journey of the senses. I plan to arouse you and feed into your deepest curiosities. Don’t be shy, I won’t bite, yet.

Reach out your hand and touch my black and red leather corset. Feels nice, yes? Put your hand to my heart. Yes, I am real and standing right before you. Don’t turn away; dig deep into your mind. Leave your inhibitions at the shore. I want to see the worst in you tonight. Move your other hand to my black lace miniskirt and pull me in closer to you. I can hear you breathing so heavily as if you are running away from me. You’re trembling like a defenseless little baby bird. Aw, don’t be like that. Do I intimidate you? Don’t be afraid of me. I’m actually pretty nice. Take me in and hold me all night. You know you want to. It’s inside of you; I can it in your eyes.

I hear you still breathing heavily. Can you handle me? I’m curious about you. But you look like a strong type. Yet, you seem so innocent. I break the innocent like you for a hobby. Yes, I enjoy the rebels and the bored, but my true indulgence is the inexperienced. They are so much fun to taint. Everyone knows that. Some fold and give in to their animal instincts; but sometimes I get the strongly resistant. Those are much more fun to me. As the saying goes, the bigger they are, the harder they fall. I can be so, oh, how do you put it? Persuasive. Oh, believe me, honey; I’ve had plenty of practice with luring the stubborn to my tasty will. Which one are you? Shhh, don’t tell me. I’m in the mood for a quest tonight. I want to break you down and open up your darkness inside of you. Pretty tasty offer, wouldn’t you agree?

Breathe in the scent of spicy cinnamon amber perfume that rests between my breasts and abdomen. Oh, what is this? You look like you’re cracking under me already. Don’t try to hide it. I can see your mouth watering already. My hand gently caresses your cheek and touches your chest. Your heart’s racing already. No peeking, keep your eyes closed and just listen to the sound of my voice. I want to break and make into my ideal angel. Don’t worry; I’ll be “nice” to you from time to time. Just let yourself go and open up to your deepest desire. You will become putty in my hands before the night is over. Take my hand and do the next thing that you feel.

Aw, why is your face so red? Don’t tell me you’re… Oh, I see! You haven’t done it before, have you? Well, well, this makes things much more interesting. You look tense now. I can see that you want to get into my tantalizing offer, but what’s holding you back? Your own morals? Do not be ashamed of your own desires. Do not hide them, embrace them. You can’t judge everyone around you. We all are freaks. It’s just to what extend are you a freak. Hell, some of the most baby-faced ones turn out to be the nastiest things out there. Trust me, I know. I’m really curious about what keep of a freak you are. Uh-uh, don’t tell me. I don’t really like a spoiler. I want to find these things out myself. Oh, the more I look at you, the more I want to tear into your pure, virgin flesh as I talk. I want to play upon your darkest fears and desires. What those are, we’re going to find out. And don’t say you don’t have any either. How can you be so certain if you haven’t even tried to look yet? As for me, I am itching to unlock it from inside of you and expose it to the world to see.

I place my honey-tasting lips against yours. Taste me, take me in. I want to get you drunk off of me. No, no, not that way. Just let me take the lead. Yes, that’s it. Just relax and I’ll show you all of the pleasures of me. Are your knees turning to jelly? Are you hungry for me yet? Are touching yourself? Have I made you nervous? Are you aroused by me? Don’t think, just feel tonight. Relax and let yourself go tonight. Indulge yourself in me. You can open your eyes now. It’s getting crowded here. Take my hand; we’re going somewhere a little quieter. That’s it, just relax.